Saturday, August 15, 2009

i'm so ready for a new routine...
i'm tired of eating myself into an oblivion every night and justifying it with exercise.
I think my stomach may be permanently distended from the amount of food i eat.
I'm fit and active and muscly and not fat, but god do i need a new routine.
6 days from moving in.
I'm back with my ex. I hope he doesn't regret it. I hope i don't make him regret it. I hope he doesn't make me regret it.
I have no idea how to maintain weight normally.
I'm not even twenty and head over heals into weight issues.
I wish my life didn't revolve around food.
I love how i feel when i exercise.
Going for runs at night is my favorite.
i miss my boyfriend. just his presence really. knowing someone else is there.
I'm excited for this year
i'm excited to move the hell out of bubblefuck PA
GET ME OUTA HERE