All the things i wish i could say to you but am too afraid it would ruin things...

I could live without you.  I'm doing it right now.  I don't need you to be happy.  I meet new people every day, people who make me laugh and feel beautiful and enjoy life.  I can't appreciate all the things you do and i don't agree with a lot of your life philosophies and some days you drive me absolutely nuts.  I think we need this time apart, this summer i mean.  But the funny thing is...despite everything...we are pretty good together.  We're not perfect, but i wouldnt want us to be.  i like you the way you are.  We may have conflicting personalities and interests and i may need to learn how to deal with those better (ok, i definitely need to learn how to deal with those better) but it would be boring without the differences.  We may not be right for each other but we're definitely not wrong.  We may not have a future but i don't regret a single day of the past eight months with you, the good or bad ones.  And this may not work, but i love you so much for trying.  I feel like this is a break up when imeant it to be a proposal of a life together.